ever since the second grade i have been falling in love with my teachers. My first crush was on my princepal, in elementary school (in 2nd grade) i always used to say to my mom, i'm going to marry Mrs. Barbarra! Obviously, she is not going to think anything of it at the time but, then the next year came along, and i fell in love with my third grade teacher, Mrs. Chemen. She was nice, sweet, funny, and beautiful. Then I didnt have any crushes in fourth or fifth. Then sixth grade came along, I fell in love with my teacher mrs. dunn., then seventh, mrs. straub, then eight, mrs. anderson, and then ninth, mrs. ondich, and NOW tenth, my new family school therapist at my new therapustic school: miss fritski. She has been so helpful, nice, caring, understanding, sweet. She's beautiful and looks like she might be in her twenties (shes young) on top of it. I dont know, but ever since i started that school in October 2005, i could NOT get her out of my head, sometimes, i try to get her attention at lunch becuase shes the lunch aide at the time too. Its Saturday now, and I couldnt stop thinking about her ALL DAY. When our school had our dodgeball tournament on friday, i couldnt stop staring at her across from our gymnasium. Whenever i see her in the hallway, i smile, because i like her alot. I even remember the perfume she wears everyday, it smells so good and fits her perfectly I never felt this way about ANYONE in my entire life, until now. Whenever i think about her or see her in school, my stomache turns into butterflys. Its crazy. I dont know, I cant get her out of my head at all, since i woke up this morning, she's all i have been thinking about today and yesterday. It sucks too, because, i'm in high school AND I'm a girl. heh. She would NEVER go for me, who knows if shes gay anyways. This sucks for me. I know I'm just going to end up losing her anyways, I mean, she's a staff member there, she would NEVER want to risk her job and go out with a student. lol. Although, i can't get her out of my head, i feel like she's inside of me. I need advice, please.

I think I'm in love.