Hey I know this guy, is his name?......not really but I had one the same. It took months of agony and pulling myself to pieces. I never ever thought I would get over it. You are feeling this right now I can hear.

I made some new male friends as a way to restore my faith in men. Just friends. A few were also a bit jerky, sadly and a couple are still friends but guess what..1 became my `other' and was the total opposite of all I had just known and left behind. I never expected this but it was instantaneous for us both. In an instant this amazing, loving, affectionate man made me feel like a real woman..something cold misery *** didnt!!

Some men are just... well I cant say it without sounding like a biatch. Theres something wrong with that guy Palemoss. Believe me, I know there is. I hope you find yourself a true woman loving man also. It isnt your fault!