i am literally at the point in my life where i dont know what to do. i make myself promise to stop cutting, to stop being so sad, to be more accepting of myself but i just cant seem to accept any of these things. i continue to cut, i continue to be miserable and i continue to hate myself. i dont know what to do. it feels so horrible knowing that anything i try to do to make myself better just isnt working. i hate it. i hate myself for not being able to be better. i dont know what to do. i dont even know who i turned into...