Hey guys, I know I haven't been here for a while, sorry.
Well basically, I started to realise that I'm attracted to girls and I think that I like a girl at my school. I think she's really great and I am attracted to her. I also find myself checking girls out but I never really thought about it before. I fell in love with a guy, and now I think I like a girl and I'm not sure if I'm bisexual or bicurious or my hormones are going crazy. I've seen two girl friends naked (we were in a bath together, it's complicated but there was nothing sexual about it) and it turned me on, and then the other day I accidentally saw a naked girl on someone's phone and that turned me on too.
But then I told a couple of friends at school that I think I'm bisexual and one of them called me an emo which I find kind of offensive because I'm definitely not an emo and I didn't know only emo's could be bisexual . I can't help that I'm attracted to girls as well as guys. Now I feel like I shouldn't be bisexual even if I am.
So I was thinking about my past to see any indications that I might be bisexual and then I remembered that I've got this thing that people might think I'm a lesbian for some reason, so I always try and not be affectionate around girls. I guess that's my fear of being judged or something.
As you might be able to tell, I'm quite quite confused and I just needed to rant really, get all my thoughts into order.