<font color="purple">I feel really bad that I have not been supportive... I had to mark all read, I just have had such a horrible week that I haven't been able to focus on much of anything except my life. I feel so selfish.... and FRUSTRATED!!!!!
I battled a cold all week, and because of that and the weather my dad and I were unable to travel and go to Rachel and Lilly's funeral ( Then that same day we were to leave I woke up to no heat! I went to my parents, which is only a half mile or less down the road. My dad then cuts off the end of his finger with a table saw, I take him to the E/R.... We get that taken care..... I get home and have to turn around and go right back to the E/R but this time with my eldest son! He is 16, had a basketball injury. They then proceed to tell us that he will require surgery the next day to fix it! He had fractured and dislodged two bones in his thumb and wrist, and when that happened it ripped the ligaments and tendons and he ended up having three pins put in..... Then my friend who is also my boss has attitude with me b/c I cant work next day!! Give me a Freackin Break, My son needed SURGERY!! Geee Whizzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Son has surgery, husband is ticking me off b/c he goes to work and wont come with us, but he has been werid anyway lately b/c he still trying to cope with the loss of his dad...... He finally gets there after I called him three times, and I wish he had stayed at work.... One of those moments when I am so frustrated and angry that nothing satisfies me.... Next day, no hot water, the breaker popped!! Wash all the vitals and get my behind to work..... Still more attitude from boss friend..... Fuel truck comes, I ahppy to get fuel.... BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!!! He cant leave fuel without a payment upfront!! Not sure why!!!!!! Ok so we 5 gallon it for awhile..... All the while all I can think of is how much I just want to be taken care of and feel that all is going to be ok, but no every little "spillt milk" seems like a cautrastify!!! I hate when I get like that.... So I am spent.... I thankfully made it thru three days of long grueling work hours, I am sore but I have the next two days off.... </font>