Abby- I went throught this for 2 years as a teenager, and never told anyone because I felt guilty about being depressed and having suicidal thoughts. I wish now that I had never let it go, that I had gotten help. I wonder how much of my life would have been different if I had persisted in getting the help I need. If your doc won't listen, try a teacher, a parent or go to the emergency room. You might even try writing a letter expressing your feelings and giving it to someone who can get help for you. Please persist in trying to get help now.

-Ariel

Whatever you can do,
Or dream you can, begin it.
Boldness has genius, power, and magic, in it.
-Goethe