I . am 49. I grew up in an abusive home. Been married twice with 2 boys. Functioned fairly well even though I never felt normal until about 12 years ago. During these 12 years my life has been a roller coaster. Diagnosed major deppessive, DID, anxiety and PTSD and lastly bipolar 2. I have so many s**c** attempts I can't even count them all. I currently am unemployed and not even able to function in a full time job. Any stress sends me on a cycle. I have a few close friends but still feel alone. I try not to let others close to me. I just feel like I am alone. Soon I will probably be homeless and that terrifies me. Just scared of what all lies ahead.