yes i would love some books. i just read "when someone you love is bipolar'" by Cynthia Last. She does have a therapist and a doctor. one evaluates her moods and the other pretty much looks over her therapists notes and prescribes her meds accordingly. she takes them regularly. she does unfortunately take naps during the day and has a hard time getting a a strict schedule. she has a friend down the road from our house that helps her out and gets her out of the house sometimes. i do have someone i can talk to. to get some of my emotions and feelings out.

the military does have a thing for people with family delimas at home and im doing my best to get them to accept my request but i need one more form before i can submit it and then about 2 weeks to find out if they accepted it or declined it and from there it could be a week to a few months before i get back home to her. and yes i do love my wife very much. i also love our 18 month old son. who is at his grandparents for a few weeks to help my wife out as well.

and i know she would never hurt me intentionally but i cant just let it happen everytime she goes manic when im deployed or just not around for some reason or another.