I wish to say sorry if i offended anyone, or "even worse", put anyone off from going into chat. Chat when prepared is a fantasic place to be, i was very unprepared. My greatist concern now is i may have put off others from going into chat. I have in chat made great friends, got some great advice, and been able to help give advice to another. To any who reads this and is weary of chat, pay no mind to my comments, again i re-state, "i" overeacted. "I" overeacted by being un-prepared, now i've recived help to be prepared in chat. In chat i can relax, talk, and listen to other peoples wisdom(which i need), so thank you all in chat to help me understand this aspect of why chat exsits. Agian i say to any who like myself feels alone, lost, abandoned and on and island, (if one feels up to it), give chat a chance, but be prepared, my unpreparedness was "my" own fault. I went into chat thinking i knew it all, when the truth is i don't. I'm in chat and p.c to "learn share and grow". Ironicaly i'm an absolutle begginer, thats what chat has taught me, and i'm thankful, very thankful because now i'm learning. Sorry to have caused waves. I have very welcomed everbodys opinion upon my comments. Lots of Loves to all. sanada..xxxxxxx p.s-anyone put off by my thread about chat, "i" was wrong, "i" misunderstood. I'm growing and getting better in communication. Thanx xx.