Last night in a team meeting he was going off again about how we compare to the other shifts and said - are we so f****** stupid that we need to have people from other shifts come in and show us how to do our job?

I am so overwhelmed! I've been looking for a job for some time now...there really is nothing out there. And being the primary breadwinner and carrier of our benefits puts me in an even tighter spot. My family needs me to do this, but I'm not sure I can!

I am always letting someone down, tired of having to choose who to let down this time. I have to keep trying, there really is no other choice.

I'm trapped and I feel like a caged animal when I'm there....so, so tired!