Sigh, I just wish admin guy would write back to me. I don't think he ever will again, not even for admin stuff. I think I've really screwed things up with admin guy. He probably doesn't like me very much. I wonder if he reads my e-mails to him? I don't write long e-mails, so they wouldn't take very long to read.

I miss the admin guy. I like him reading my posts, even if it's just to check for incivilities. I wish admin guy would send me a reply...I wish I wish. Why won't admin guy send me a reply?