<font color="purple"> Not really sure where this all fits but here it goes.... again WARNING!!!! GRAPHIC TRIGGER ALERT!!!
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One of the things that i have a terrible time with is my fear of being chased, watched, hunted, and the being is always Satan...... Usually happens at night but has happened on many occassions during the day as well.... An intense feeling that he is behind me with an axe ready to torture me... When I open a door there is an intense feeling that he will be there when I open it and I have this vision of these giantic bloody red grueling hands reaching around the door trying to push his way in.... Writiing this I notice my heart is racing and my chest is tightening and I feell unsafe, like I should not be sharing this with anyone.... I have not ever told anyone of this before..... I want to know what it all represnets and means.... How does one begin decifer all this.... I know it is irrational , I am aware of that, but at the same time to me it feels so real! The pictures I see are so real in my mind.... I can't hang my feet of the edge of anything, I always have a concern in my mind when I go swimming that someone will pull me under.... The someone is always the devil....

Can anyone at all relate to any of this???? I know it sounds so crazy..... </font>