aww, thanks for your post. a few years ago, sometimes still today, i have been going out with guys just to impress my mom and everyone so i can hide it. i went out with all guys that were older then me too. one guy i have been talking to for 3 years online and decided to meet, he was 27 i was 14. heh. i sometimes still talk to him today, but never see him after my mom found out. lol. some of my friends now know, in my new school only. (alot of people there are gay/bi too.) Anyways, i have been trying to get out more also to meet new people and 'look' lol. And yeah, i admit i do see some i like, but she...is ALWAYS on my mind, all i can think about. I never felt this way about ANYONE in my life before. heh. idkk, i never been in love like this before.

thanks for posting

debbie