I don't want to lose my children.. they are all I have and other than me telling them the edited version of my MI they have no idea anything is even wrong with me.. But I'm at that point where I need help before they no longer have a mother to come home to!

I lie to my family.. I lie to my T... I want them to think I'm doing better.. I want to show the world that I, as a single mom, can beat this..

But here I am, feeling as though I have a terminal illness and it will be the death of me.. I'm losin it and there is no one here to save me...