i agree with lee and jaded. move on, move out. you don't need to have this in your face. if you rent and are the only person on the lease tell them they have to move. the only way you will heal is to have your own space, imho. if situ is different move out if you can.
sorry this happened to you but i too feel you were deceived and you deserve better. also your being bipolar shouldn't stand in your way of having meaningful relationships. i'm bp too and had many. to be loved the other person as well as ourselves should be accepting of all of us, not just when all is well.
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