I only go to the hospital once every few years when I get really bad ear infections, no more, no less. I do not have a therapist and I am in homeschooling. My antidepressents ran out last year, but with all my brother's therapy, I can never see any kind of doctor because my mom's got to be here all the time. I can't even go next door half the time because it upsets my brother. Pkus with my mom's physical therapy, there's just no time for me.

Other kids have jobs, I think. And I'm 16, I should be out working and stuff so I can afford sunglasses (I practically go blind in sunlight) and my own stuff.

I fel like I should be doing so much more. I hate how I've always felt 10 years older than what I am.