Welcome to PC.

Since this is bothering you so much, I would talk to your BF about it. Just let him know how you are feeling and why it bothers you (if you know why).

As for the med could it have been Lamictal? I would ask your therapist &/or Pyscologist what exactly they think you have or have diagnosed you with. You could always take the ADD &/or Borderline (BPD) quizes on here. When I took the ADD quizes it said I should get evaluated. I did and the psychologist thinks that even though I scored like I could have ADD/ADHD she thinks its more of my anxiety.

Again welcome. This is a very understanding and supportive community.