So.... we haven't heard from her since then. (I think it was Monday we got an email?)
She was having to take a long road trip Monday & Tuesday.... I dont know if she made it back safely and I'm worried
her busy thing she had going on for a few more days may have extended to today though....
texted her last night and emailed her yesterday, never heard back from her

so back to square one of needing her and not hearing anything
this has been a really tough time

wish she wouldn't have disappeared right around Easter/in April/ right after when my parents came to visit/ and just before some really hard things happened to me
there is so much thats gone on.... if we ever see her again how in the world will we ever get caught up?

just waiting and waiting to hear from her
so lonely.