Yes I will tell my daughter to buy me something else if she really insist on buying me something. I dont really need anything but if it does make her happy, well ok.

I will not explain to her though. I don't tell these things to anyone except in here sometime.

I get angry at myself to not be able to control it. I keep telling myself that it is not happening now but I can't get over it. It makes me so angry. ( at myself).

Thank you Sky!