Sorry your disability have gotten you down lately. I don't know how one accepts their disability.

I think all people have varying degrees of ability and disability. Unfortunately you have much more to deal with than other people. It's not fair for you. I wish things were different for you.

I hope people around you get to understand you better. It sounds like sometimes they don't get you. I hope you are able to focus on the things that you can do instead of can't do...it might make you feel better.