so frustrated right now i cant stop crying. am having the mother of all panic attacks and i feel so sick to my stomach.. all started when my two year old woke up from a short nap screaming bloody hell and so i panicked thinking something was seriously wrong. took his temp, checked him all over and he just wouldnt stop crying (sure all my poking and prodding made it worse but i thought something was seriously wrong). called my mom in hysterics who suggested he probably had a nightmare. now hes sitting all calm and quiet watching thomas the tank engine and my heart is racing like mad. why am is such an infernal screw up? husband leaving for work in a few hours and i hate being alone when i'm panicky cause i'll only panic more. and i'm just this big crying mess and hes sleeping without a care in the world. i hate that my fear just consumes my life!