I caught phenmonia two weeks ago because I am assuming my immune system is shot to hell due to the last few months of my ED. I was so severly dehydrated I ended up in the hospital TWICE in one week!

I apologize to those who have PMessaged me and it is taking me some time to reply.

I can't take this anymore. I seriously have gone through so many "laxatives", and bingeing seriously bad and purging almost three times a day for the last two months. IT'S TERRIBLE and I KNOW that but I CANNOT control it!

It hurts so bad to have no control.