I am venting here....
I am really angry. I just bumped into my old college roomate on a new feature Yahoo has.
I went to a Christian college... Most of you already know I am a lesbian.
Anyway...my former college roommate happens to be involved in this Minsitry called EXODUS FREEDOM. Basically, it is a ministry for "homosexuals" to leave that "lifestyle" and come back to God.
NOW>>>>>> I believe in God, Jesus and I believe to be a Christian. However, I cannot believe there is truly such a hatred out there from "God's people" for thos who are gay/lesbian.
I am very upset now. I feel worthless to begin w/ because of what happened to me when I was a little girl. But now, I feel like I am just so WRONG in everything I do.
And, I now want to die more then just the usual amount!
I feel like an exploded ballon...impossible to repair and use again.