Hi Omers,

You did nothing wrong. You placed your trust in someone who offered help and care - that's not a bad thing. What she did sounds confusing and understandably very uncomfortable. I think she crossed the line in what she did because no matter what her reasons she should have told you what she was going to do first.
I wonder if she thought it would be nurturing in some way for your little to imagine the therapist as her mother figure who will nurture and nurse her in the intimate way a mother does when breastfeeding her child. However I think her way of explaining this was wrong, almost forced upon you in a violating manner. After babyhood, I think such a topic can hold sexual connitations and feels very wrong.

What happened after that session?

I'm sorry you had to experience something that has been so hurtful to your little self.

xxxxx