This may need to be moved to 'Relationships' but I think it is more to do specifically with those with 'BP' and their relationships.

I miss companionship and have tried to start dating again. I have purposely not been dating because of, well, my BP and lack of understanding on others' parts about it (which hurts). Perhaps this thinking is skewed, but I have a constant debate over whether it is fair to bring someone into my life and into the roller coaster. I know everyone in life has their ups and downs, BP or not, mine are quite frequent being a rapid cycler, and even with meds, it takes a lot to manage it. I know it should be their choice and mine whether to get involved, and that I need to give them a chance to decide for themselves. However, the debate continues and yet selfishly, I'd like to be able to share my life with someone again. (Then again, I might change my mind again as I get back out there, so in the meantime.....)

Like with anyone, I don't want to hide who I am but I know full disclosure at the wrong moment scares people away without having a chance to know me, even with *big sigh* my 'issues'. I just don't want any misrepresentations.

For those who are dating, those who married, those with a significant other, how have / did you managed this? Would you do anything differently?

Thanks in advance for your feedback!