Greenfairy,

I know exactly how you are feeling. My husband use to work the night shift. He wouldnt get home until about 2:30 - 3:00 am and I had to be up by 5:15 am to get ready for work. Needless to say, it didnt make for a pleasant situation.

Anyway, like you, I had an overwelming fear that someone was going to break in and kill us (me and the kids). I would constantly look out the windows and check all the doors over and over and over again to the point where I was going crazy (no pun intended), seriously, it drove me over the edge. I would cry for hours and finally I would have to contact hubby and make him come home because I couldnt handle it.

Just know that you are going to be ok. We are here. You can post as often as needed and always know that you can PM me if you need too. Your not alone in feeling like this. I know its hard. You will make it through and you will be ok. I promise.

Huggles!!!