Thank you Perna. I actually AM a very proud member of CVSA. If not for that organization and message board I might still be looking for the right drug to break my episodes... I got a lot of support there and they really helped when I needed it, but mental illness is such a touchy issue on those message boards because so many of us are accused of making this up, or our disorder being only in our heads. I know that it is a true medical disorder, but it is also true that it has affected my mental health as well. I feel more comfortable talking with you all here about mental health issues.

Thank you for your response Perna...