This resonates with me so much, because I am currently in this place myself. Isn't it amusing that when you really decide it to be "done" with a T, it is. I am glad you are finding some peace in all of this.

Taking care of the inner child...that's awesome, I've yet to come to the place that I can think of mine without hating her. You give me something to think about working towards.

Good luck zoo...I hope the peace stays.