Hey Everyone,

Lately I've been feeling really depressed and really sad. My partner and I split up on 02/23/2011, after 5 years. Now I can't say that our relationship was very strong over the last 2 years or so, mainly because of MY lack of communication. Anyways we still are friends, and I still care about him. We talk on the phone once or twice per week, and everytime I do I want to cry after hanging the phone up with him. We didn't split up in a bad way, but it was circumstantial, I lost my job, things were no longer really working out.

I feel so alone. I've never felt so alone before. I also really like somebody else, and frequent his Facebook page. I've told him I have / had feelings for him, He also said he did too, but didn't think it would work out completely. I feel like I'm obsessed with him, but thats another story. I don't know what or how to think, I'm scared that I can't do it alone and really have no life skills to deal with the emotions of being single now. I'm a pretty depressive person, I do jobs that are very independent, like being an OTR Truck Driver. I don't like being part of a "team" hence why I'm avoiding the kitchen.

It saddens me when I look on his Facebook page and see places he's at, it brings back memories. I know I need to live a little, and be single. It's best for him right now, I felt like I dragged us down.

I still would give the shirt off my back for him, he really means that much to me,

HOW DO I LET HIM GO, HOW DO I MOVE ON?

I feel so alone, very very alone.