Thank you for the supportive words. It is hard. She still wants to leave she told me yesterday but is staying in the hopes that she can rekindle the love she had for me. I don't know how to feel on this situation. It's like she wants me to just wait until she makes a big decision. On the other hand, I don't want to throw away the last almost 10 years of my life as I watch her walk away for the last time.

Like I said before, It's kind of a catch 22. I want to live my life without waiting, but I don't want to live it without her.