I am so thankful I have found this site. It has been very hard for me finding support. I have some close friends but most do not understand mental illness and think it is something that you can control. I have had a hard time and some decisions I have made ended up making things more difficult for me. I am here for a reason and I just have to keep on until I get things right.I want to start therapy again but that will have to wait until I get insurance and money again. One thing at a time. Thanks to all that support each other here.