I too have complex PTSD, my personal way to deal, since childhood is to dissociate, anything else causes intense anxity. I don't react well to most medications, so my Pdoc just put me on a low dose of blood presure medication, it's working well so far. My anxity is staying low enough that my T and I can work on some things. It's hard, very hard. I have had serous food issues, physical problems, and I have moved and left everything behind, several times but it made no deference. Except that I had to start all over from the begining. New job, place to live, new clothes, funiture, it was a way of distracting myself so I didn't have time to think about anything except surviving. I really like this blood presure medication, it has helped the anxity a great deal but I can't say it it will be the anwser for you. I can say though you are not alone. This PC forum is a great place to get feedback and to find suport.