hazeleyes,
Just remember that therapy is painful but it is definately worth it.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel! And then you will realise that you were not going mad. Suffering from psychological pain is not going mad. You are a human being with feelings!

You are hurting alot right now. But remember that it is like being on a very bumpy road,and you will get to where you want to be.

Thinking of you.