i agree about getting the ativan doubled, lost an entire morning, including group and almost didn't even make it to dinner. that stuff knocks me on my *****. ask my pdoc when he visisted, "you gotta get me off that stuff"

***the best advice i received was to on a serious note, "don't take on anyone else's disease"

and always grab extra snacks for later, midnight munchies....

and always be polite and nice to the nurses. they are the ones that run the place