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Originally Posted by SarahMichelle
i am really having a hard night (memories, PTSD stuff) and relieved that we got a little text from her tonight saying she got back from out of town safely today; her other project is done today. said she is tired but ok.
but she didn't answer our question about if she's ever going to see us again...  .... didn't answer our question about if she ever wants to talk to us again, didn't say anything about that 
our hearts are already broken from having this relationship so....so... cracked open for the past month. it has been so hard. i am sitting here near tears for the past few hours just because of not knowing what's going to happen
i just feel so abandoned and alone lately
i know she's so busy and tired but i just wish things could get b ack to normal.... we haven't had a normal session in her office since the last week of march and this just keeps getting harder and harder as time goes by 
if she wasn't such an amazing therapist in the 1st place it wouldn't be such a big deal i guess...but for the past 1.5 years she has just been so incredible...now to have NO support for so long just ... i feel like we have been sinking and sinking |
(((((((((massive hugs))))))))) You have been so brave through all of this! It's probably just me but your T sounds a bit selfish talking about herself and how she's ok and how she's tired but not asking how you are or trying to give you some reassurance during this time when she has left you so lost.
I think she possibly answered your question of if she was ever going to talk to you again by communicating via text, however I think she should have answered your questions clearly. I would hope if she had any plans or ideas to quit therapy that she would have said it by now and that the reason she didn't answer your questions is because she will be making an appointment with you very soon...hopefully this coming week.
I know how hard it is to go without support, I have gone months at times without it and it's very painful
you deserve a medal for your patience and it's definately ok to feel upset by it all!