You are doing such a great job in coping with all this uncertainty...I'm not sure I would be handling it so well myself. You should be proud of yourself for sticking it out like you have. I really hope your T calls soon with an appointment for you.
I know it hurts and just seems so never-ending because you are stuck in this limbo, but look at how well you've done over the past several weeks. Keep hanging tough! You are in my thoughts!