Hi. Has anyone experienced this before? Things are going so well in life right now in this moment and I am having a lot of anticipatory anxiety that any moment now something really bad is going to happen. a year and a half ago I gave up my job in Buffalo, my treatment providers, my insurance, my support network, my pets, my apartment and all of my family who lives in Buffalo, NY and I packed up my stuff and moved to Colorado on impulse. My friends were visiting me from colorado in Buffalo, saw where I wasliving which was on the West Side a very rough area and asked me to stay with them in Colorado until my disability came thru, which it did after having a hearing and 3 hospitalizations in Colorado.
Amonth ago I took my lump sum money that I recieved and moved into my own apartment in Colorado Springs after almost 2 years of struggling with decision about moving back to buffalo or not. WHen I lived in Buffalo I hadnothing but slumlords who treated me really badly, never fixed anything, blamed for things that went wrong when it was the result of old property and piping etc, I was sexually harassed and everything by both the Husband and Wife landlords, anyways I am in a real apt complex now that has email so u can email a service request if something is wronga nd they will fix it at day and time u specify as good for u I NEVER get yelled at and blamed anymore. It almost feels too good to be true, my fear is that a year and a half from now when social security reviews my case I am going to lose my benefits and my beautiful new home. Thanks for listening.