it's a challenge when we're busy with family. at one time i felt that way too. i agree with lee. your not having friends as u put it may be caused by an irrational fear. i had irrational beliefs about self at one time-tho not yours-and resolved it with therapy. i'm glad you're seeking help. it may come to a positive conclusion and you will be more comfortable making friends and improve your self image as well.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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