I'm doing much better since getting on Lexapro, and with the custody situation having ended. Now I think it's mostly job burnout. I can concentrate on everything else in my life except when I'm working, and then.....well, I'm sure you understand. I let everything else take center stage unless I'm working on things I don't mind. As soon as work comes in that I can't stand, I come up with every reason in the book to avoid it. Like right now for instance, I saw two really loooooong, ESL doctor reports come in for transcription and I decided to log off instead of dealing with them.

I have a million and one reasons to kick butt and take names as far as earning extra income - kids are costing more to raise, psych meds are more expensive now, gas prices have gone up, food prices have gone up, etc., and yet I choose not to. You'd think I could at least clean the house or exercise while I decide not to make money, but no, I sit in front of the computer and let the house stay messy while I continue to develop secretarial butt spread. LOL