thank you for the reassurance
i am trying to think good thoughts... like you said, if she wasn't going to talk to me anymore she probably wouldn't be texting me
it is just so hard to wait!
i hate being in limbo like this, its so painful!!
and usually i am so much stronger than this, usually i never post whiney, angst-y posts like this ANYWHERE... but we haven't had any regular therapy since the end of March and it has just done me IN! i am all up for having challenges, i can handle things on my own a good deal, but this has just been TOO MUCH:
right as all this unstability in therapy happened,
2 people in my family died the same week
Easter (SRA holiday) happened
my husband had to go out of town for over a week, leaving me at home alone
several really difficult personal things happened in a row
my dad almost died in an accident
my parents came to visit (ACK! Major trigger!!)

all that has been in the past few weeks...and I've had to handle it all on my own. its justt been too much to do.