So I printed it out and showed her. The reaction was not what I expected.
Correction in the story
1: She changed doctors because they kept cancelling an appointment on her. I thought otherwise because the doctor stated to me that he had discussed the depression with her when she stated that he hadn't.
2: She wanted me to bring up that I had done more than say negative things to her. I have in the past thrown things and punched doors before. I had also not let her out of the vehicle when we were going to dinner and had a fight in the car.
She says that she is changing back into the person she was when we first met. She wants to surround herself with her co-workers which are also her friends.
She also stated that I need to develop a life of my own. I have gotten rid of all of my friends because I have been becoming increasingly anti-social the past several months. I can't stand going out anymore.
Needless to say, it was not the reaction I was hoping for. She says all I can do is just give her space and see what happens. There is nothing I can do to make up for anything I have done in the past.
Perhaps I have way too many issues of my own to be able to salvage this relationship.
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Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion. - Tool
Embrace this moment. Remember, we are eternal. All pain is an illusion. - Tool
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