Omers, Thanks for sharing your experience. May I ask how it is that T5 hurt you more than any of your abusers?

I feel like therapy has hurt me more because I finally feel such a deep, strong bond with someone. I want to protect that person. A reality check is-- yeah. He cares. But when he clocks out I don't exist. It's a manufactured bond that must be stronger on my end. That is heartbreaking. It's frightening. He has so much power over me. He has the power to break me. I wish he had the power to help me. I will take the advice of the other kind responders and let him know that for some reason I am regressing and i worry it's been to long to be like this. If he suggests we taper off sessions or I go to someone else I would fee so abandoned and rejected I will not recover. Guaranteed. My mind will play out pictures of him celebrating getting rid of this ridiculous client. ha, now I'm rambling. Really I just wanted to know more about your experience.