if doing trauma work. how accessible should a t be. i feel like mine is so unccesssible between sessions. unless i email something i know she wants to hear. but not to just connect or anything. but sometimes thats important and would make a difference. but she doesnt seem to see it that way. so i just have to try and contain it. and it gets overwhelming sometimes. like last night and today. id really like to email her. but know she wont answer it. not on a sunday. and not tomorrow either anyway unless its something she wants. she is a really nice t and really appears to care in session. and said she was in it for the long haul as long as i keep showing up. i just think i dont exist to her in between. and until she checks the days appointments that im on the list. guess i just have to get better at stuffing and blocking more or it isnt gonna work. as every t is different. and this is how mine works.