i know, ive heard it all before, if he can cheat once, he can cheat twice, but i met him and liked him when he was single, and thats when he started showing interest..

he already lies to me, i have found out everytime, and havent told him. when he goes to see his gf, he never tells me, he just says he is out drinking, which is the truth, he is just drinking with her and her friends. he is trying to hide it from me but i know. so i know its not good, but then my head says, "maybe he isnt telling you so that it doesnt hurt you"

i cant call another friend, both friends i would talk to at that sorta time have broke their phones, the other has no credit to reply and also never answers when called, which just makes me feel so alone and make me feel like i need to talk to someone.. ill try tomorrow to not text him unless he texts me first, and go from there?

he has a habit of not texting me when he is with her. he was with her today, and wouldnt reply, i know because i seen on facebook that he was with her friends, so i assume she was there too. so yea, no reply to me anyway.

ive never done well with rejection, i.. handle it very badly, worse than any of my friends. i dont know what to do when this will go wrong.
can anyone help me deal with the rejection, because i dont know how i can :'( and i will end up rejected in this whole thing