So sorry to hear you are going through all of this. Glad you have a bf trying to help you. It is great that you have goals and are looking forward--I think those with goals DO accomplish much more than those without, no matter what their situation. You will keep focusing on what you would like and what your options might be and will find a way when someone else wouldn't. Do post if there are any issues we can help you with. Sending you a hug.