thankyou SeptemberMorn the thought never occured to me of people needing to be there if they are suicidal (I'm an oaf sometimes). Its just that i used to work in a community hospital as a receptionist in an xray dept. It was a usuall helthcare hospital, but it did have 2 wards for psychiatric patients, and occasionaly I had to collect xrays or forms from them and sometimes it wasnt a plesent experience, I was younger at the time and it was my first real job. Now I'm just a freelance writer aka unemployed lmao hahaha. Anyhow thanks for replying!

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