My boyfriend and I of three years, have a child together, are now officially dangling on together by a thread. It's gottan very bad recently when I discovered I had STD's. I had never slept with anybody else so of course naturally I accused him of cheating on me. We're passed that for the most part now but things continue to get bad. He's completely changed ever since we moved around his family (both his brothers and mom and dad). Recently he disappeared on me for an entire day, that night I had to come pick him up in another town. He claims he'd been walking on the highway for 12 hours. Anyway, he's been cruel to me ever since that day. He basically threatened to abonden me over and over with our 6 month old baby. He bought me a ring, but won't talk to me, won't acknowledge me. He's said if I don't learn to keep my mouth shut then he will leave me. So I am keeping everything inside...everything.. all his comments (no come back), all his attitude, him ignoring me, blowing me off, calling me names...everything... I say NOTHING!! If you knew me personally, this is strange... very strange. I feel like I am going to BLOW UP!! I'm walking on egg shells here. I have no where else to go with my children.. no where. I have no family no supportive friends.. nothing. I will be homeless unless I tolerate this cruel man.

What's really messed up is he knows my parents walked out on me when I was a young child, yet he threatens to abonden me over and over... I can't take this anymore..