This probably is going to make no sense at all, sorry to keep on and on...

Not sure what it is I'm feeling,, Anxiety, depression, I have no idea, maybe its a little of both! One day I will be so good, then the next, just overwhelming feeling that I can't even explain. How do I just feel good? Crazy question huh!
I havent seen my new therapist yet, I met him once and he was very RUDE, now I am a little iffy on going back to him..
IF only there were a majic button...