(((((((((Ambrosa))))))))))) I really hate it when I've been doing better for a while and then suddenly, out of nowhere, the panic sets in again. It's so disheartening what that happens. But I have come to see that that is simply the nature of the beast. And it doesn't negate the fact that you were doing a lot better. Nor does it mean that you won't do better again. You will!! So I know it's really hard, but I hope you can see the bad night you had as an isolated incident. And that you'll quickly get back on track.

Hugs to you!!