What about seeking out a new T? I know how difficult it is to find a T that you are compatible with. Sometimes people have to see a few T's before they settle on one that fits them best. Dont give up.

I know how it feels to have those ups and downs. It sucks pure and simple. Just keep your head up and pressing on because you will get through this. Just let me know if you need anything. OK?

Huggles